But I’m running out of time, ’cause my words are fumbling.

SUP LONG TIME NO BLOG

17/07/09 Homeroom

Danielle: Hey Jean, what did Ms. Richo say to you in Science yesterday after you gave her the keys?

Jean: Chickwahhh

Danielle: What did she say it meant?

Jean: She said it meant ‘Japanese’ in ‘Thank You’

Brigida: Other way around Jean

Jean: Oh I mean ‘Thank you’ in ‘Japanese’

I need Speech Therapy, hence the title of this blog LOL

Goodbye! <3

Published in: on July 18, 2009 at 4:45 am  Comments (1)  

Words that I’m hearing are starting to get old. It feels like I’m starting all over again. The last three years were just pretend.

OMG!

It’s been too long.. too long. Stupid exams.. not really i just cbf with this haha sorry. anyways.. not much has happened… nothing interesting anyways. anyways for the past week or so… yea its been exams and assignments and blah blah blah. More laughing sessions with Brigida, joined with Bridie, in English. LOL the Brigo I.T. guy is a fox but he’s Bridie’s. Anyways.. yesterday we had our SOSE orals, and i went first, and LOL i imagined Jasper behind me the whole time controlling my emotions, but the guys kept changing, so yea HAHA then after me it was Nakita, then Maggie, LOL Maggie was so cute she was shaking so hard HAHAHAHA and then Brigida, she was shaking too. and she laughed. haha and yea… enterprise exam was shit.. and Religion was.. mehh. OMG this morning i watched a Japanese movie called Koizora, and i think it means Sky of Love, im not sure. Anyways it was so sad :( I’ve never cried so hard in a movie. Thank god i was home alone. and… mehh nothing much to say.. off to surf youtube and download haha.. OH WAIT i’ll put in a quote :D

Let’s make believe we are okay, hold our heads up high even though all we want to do is look down. Fake a smile, even though sometimes the cracks begin to show and you have to hide it with the chorus’ of ‘I’m fine’. Walk confidently, iPod plugged into our ears, beating out songs with lyrics we are afraid to say or that show how we really feel. Pretend to get on with life, even though you know you’ll never move on and the only people who can truly make you smile and forget for a split second about your life are your friends, and remember, you owe them everything you have.

Goodbye! <3

Published in: on June 13, 2009 at 7:46 am  Leave a Comment  

I only think of you, and it’s breaking my heart. I’m trying to keep it together, but I’m falling apart.

Have you ever noticed, the person you don’t want to see, you will see regularly. You try to pretend that you haven’t seen them, but keep walking like you don’t know them. They probably think you’re ignoring them, but you never are, you just don’t want to look them in the eye, that way they’ll never know; they’ll never know how much they hurt you inside, how much you miss them. But most of all, you don’t want to hurt yourself, hurt yourself by looking in their eyes and have all the feelings come flooding right back, and then at that very minute, you are right back to square one.

Published in: on June 7, 2009 at 10:51 am  Leave a Comment  

I try and try to leave, but I just can’t let you go. I’m like the ending of a movie that you just don’t get.

There are 82 letters in here, and they’re all addressed to you. I wrote them all this Summer, one a day but I never sent them because I was afraid. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before, ’cause you hurt me so bad, and I was afraid to be vulnerable, and I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel, and I know that doesn’t matter now after what I did, but I just thought that you should know.This is how I spent my Summer, wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it.


Published in: on May 30, 2009 at 2:52 am  Leave a Comment  

Everybody’s singing like they’re crazy in love, we made a dizzy mess of everything and it was enough

Hey!

Thursday

Period 1 and 2: Double Textiles

Boring as crap, spent 2 periods just sewing on 4 strands of ribbon, i took long as because i was so scared i was going to stuff it up, but it turned out pretty good haha

Period 3 and 4: Double English

TULLOW 1 WITH BRIGIDA! And Bridie and Sandy haha. Well… nothing much happened. I distracted Brigida a lot because i wanted her to keep reading my story and to give me ideas until she finally said that i had to shut up ’cause i distracted her, lol. Then she was telling me about how when she typed really fast to me on msn when Zeke and Sunny were on, her space button broke or something. Then i showed her how i was like, then i typed really fast banging on the keyboard and then i opened up my computer :L. Brigida was laughing, i don’t know why it wasn’t even that funny haha. Then Sandy was on her myspace, and she was talking to Bridie about this emo boy called Nathan and Bridie gripped my arm really hard and was like “OMG HE IS SO HOT!” :L So i asked Sandy to show me a pic, but ewww he’s not hot :L. Then.. I told Brigida about my stupidity with my Science title page, and i asked her what 5 pictures we had to get, and she said 5 pictures of electricity, but i did 5 pictures of ENERGY :L. So my title page says electricity, but has a picture of an apple and banana for stored chemical energy. How dumb.

Period 5: Maths

Nothing to write about, hate Maths

Period 6: Science

LOL this was funny as! Ms Richo was like does anyone have their electricity bill that i could have? And i jumped up and down on my seat and was like “MS RICHO PICK MINE PICK MINE PICK MINE!” Then shes like AHH JEAN! Then did this dance/run or whatever it was to me :L OMG it was sooo funny. Brigida of course pissed herself laughing. By the way, first Science lesson ever that i wasn’t next to Brigida, </3. haha anyways… yea nothing else happened… i think. Oh and i made a bet with Chantel. Lol

Friday HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHIE!

Period 1: Social Science

Uhm… i don’t remember lol

Period 2: English

Nothing happened.. handed my assignment in.. and yea.. got another one :(

Morning Tea

There was a cake for Kathie and we sang her Happy Birthday :D

Period 3: Textiles

Exam revision lesson, but i didn’t revise ANYTHING ’cause i was talking to Adele, lol

Period 4: Science

Uhm… what happened? all i remember was… laughing with Brigida about something. Oh a video that Ms Richo showed us about a guy pretending to be electrocuted, then his friend was freaking out but then he just laughed, and then his friend got angry and stuffed a banana to his face haha. Then… i forgot

Period 5: Enterprise

Uhm it was boring, we had another teacher, and we had the aircon on, and she was like i’ll turn this off, you don’t need it. And then people were like but it’s so refreshing. Then the teacher was like.. something about global warming and that we might be killing people at this very moment… so. yea.. lol

Period 6: Religion

We were in Foley 6 computer labs, and LOL i was sitting next to Brigida, and we had the same teacher from Enterprise, and I was mocking her accent :L It’s so funny how she says “Stop talking.” LOL anyways Brigida cracked up because of something she did with Chantel, and then the teacher saw and told her to move, but Brigida didn’t, haha good. Then.. Chantel told us about this Bloody Mary story, then Maggie told us about xxx. LOL then.. yea… can’t remember much

Homeroom

We got our yearbooks :D . I’m not in it because i came to the school late in the year haha.

I’m sitting at home alone, and yea, waiting for Neighbours, lol and downloading, as usual.

Goodbye <3

Published in: on May 29, 2009 at 8:13 am  Comments (1)  

Tell me anything and everything will be okay

Hiya…

Haven’t blogged in a while according to Maggie, so today I will blog, lol

Monday

Nothing much happened… and i can’t really remember anything. Except Pastoral Care ’cause the teacher is such a female dog. Enterprise was mehh.. and Science was mehh

Tuesday

We had Maths, then Religion, nothing much happened. Had the National Sorry day Ceremony… Uhm.. English we had Ms. Anderson and it was really cool haha. Then textiles, the teacher was also being a female dog and said we had to write the first 3 paragraphs of our essay by Thursday, and tomorrow is Thursday, and i haven’t written anything down because i don’t know what the frick to do. So yea

Wednesday

TODAY i had Double maths with Helaina and Adele, not much to write about, they were being really stupid and throwing each other’s stuff on the ground, lol. Then morning tea, it was really cold. Then we had double SOSE, it was really quiet. THEN LOL in rollerskating! it was soo funny on the bus omfg Lucy and Skiz :L. I was sitting with Bridie and we were listening to my iPod :D . Then we got to the place and started skating, then Sarah was like i’m thirsty, so we put our money together, $4.25 all in silver coins :L. We got a jumbo drink and it was Pepsi max and creaming soda mixed together, it was good haha. Then we skated around, and yea, can’t remember much. Took videos of Steph and Bridie dancing around Sarah bahahah. Then we went to the toilets OMG ROFL and Sarah and Steph were in the girl’s bathroom, so i walked in and i was like oh sorry i’m in the wrong one, then Bridie came in and i was like Bridie wrong one! go to the boy’s bathroom :L So as i made my way INTO the boys bathroom, the DJ comes out and i was like AHHH and ran back to the girls bathroom screaming. Steph Sarah and Bridie were pissing themselves laughing. We took photos and i shall try and upload later, lol. The bus ride back was sooo funny i was sitting with Steph, and i took a video of her singing and Lucy singing, but she told me to delete it :( But i have another one of Lucy. Then yea we were just singing along to songs. Then yea… I am currently no-lifing with Claudia because i cbf to do my Textiles essay, but the teacher might be really pissed so i’ll try and write something lol.

Goodbye <3

Published in: on May 27, 2009 at 6:55 am  Leave a Comment  

Now in the morning I sleep alone, sweep the streets that I used to own

ROFLMFAO AT TODAY!

PERIOD 1: Social Science

Okay we were in Tullow 2, and nothing much happened, we were just discussing stuff but I forgot them

PERIOD 2: English

I was with Bridie :D . Nothing much happened, Brigida ditched me for choir practise for open day. But it was all good. LOL then we got morning tea… chips.. some chocolate thingy and a popper.

Then we had mass and nothing interesting happened. BUT! After mass, we had lunch. Chantel tried to hug Kathie :L but Kathie moved away LOL then Brigida tried to hug Kathie and she moved away too. Then Chantel wrestled Kathie trying to give her a hug. Chantel was showing Maggie how to hug a person (LOL). Maggie had to hug Lisa, and Adele gave her a hug. and yea… Lunch time was a hugging session :L. Then we went to MPC to learn how to be a tour guide. And it was soo disgusting because someone in front of me and Maggie had really bad B.O and Maggie was trying to be inconspicuous and covered her nose LOL. Then we moved, and then yea.. then they dismissed us, BUT i was staying with Maggie and Brigida so i could watch them practise their duet for Open Day. It was soo funny. We were in the little Piano room in Convent. They were playing while i was sitting down and yea.. i tried recording but then Mrs. Wheaton came on so i didn’t save my recording. Then i recorded a video ROFL U GUYS HAVE TO WATCH IT!!!! It is sooo funny. Maggie was playing Viva La Vida on the piano and Brigida started singing- hence the title of this blog LOL. It went by really quickly. We were about to go out and then Dr. Reid and Mrs. Hellyer (?) came in and was like was that u playing the piano maggie? oh it was lovely! :L then maggie played a bit for them. Then we went out, and Dr. Reid stayed to play a bit, and we recorded her too :L She said she’s gonna fail us for Religion HAHA. We were walking to Holy Family, and we gave Gavin a call. But he said he couldn’t understand anything so it was good. Apparently we were really loud and screaming haha. Then… yea… LOL
Goodbye <3

Published in: on May 22, 2009 at 6:48 am  Leave a Comment  

Don’t call your mother, ’cause now we’re partners in crime

Brigida I have never laughed as hard either!

OMG OKAY so yesterday at Morning tea, me and Brigida were walking to the office in the rain to pick up some people. We were in the office and the lady was looking at me up and down while talking to us. Then when we were outside and i asked Brigida “Why was she looking me up and down?” then Brigida replied “Because you’re so short.” So i pushed her and stomped off in the rain. Then she ran after me going “Jean please forgive me!” Then yea.. the rest of what happened is really boring.

Period 1 and 2: Double Textiles

Nothing much happened, it was just me and Emma Martinac because Adele wasn’t there and neither was Bec. It went by really quick ’cause we were working on our cushions

Period 3 and 4: Double English

In Period 3, we got to work on our assignments. But, being me and Brigida, we talked, as usual.. haha and Lisa was in between us so she heard everything :L. I was asking Brigida of what i can name my loner in my story. and this is what she said

Brigida: Go through the alphabet and find a name that sounds like loner… oh no wait don’t do that!

Then Brigida and Lisa started laughing and i was like what? and then Lisa was like “Loner, go through the alphabet, stop at B” BAHAHAHAHAHHA omg Brigida you sick minded child. Then me and Brigida were talking really fast and we told Lisa that this is how we talk, and while we tell stories, we just stop and laugh in the middle ’cause that’s just how it goes with me and Brigida :L. Then Mr Robinson goes “JEAN!” and i jumped out of my seat and i was like “What?!” :L Then he was like “What are you doing? Talking about B-O-Y-S?.” and i said uhm… and he goes “I hope you’re not talking about B-O-Y-S unless it’s to do with your story.” And i go oh it does have to do with my story, and hes like “oh okay” and Lisa was crying because she was laughing so hard.

Then Period 4 we went to Tullow 1. Me and Brigida were sitting at the computers and we were discussing boy’s names. She chose Patrick as her loner, and Lisa gave me the name of Trey, and i absolutely love it haha. Then we were typing, and Brigida was telling me stories but i have forgotten them because we were laughing too hard. Then i told her about the vulgar jokes Lucy made in the bus and Brigida pissed herself. Then it was lunch, and nothing much happened.

Period 5: Maths with Helaina

It was just me and Helaina today because Adele was away. Nothing much happened… so nothing to write about

Period 6: Science

I was with Chantel Maggie and Brigida, then we were separated :O. Lol but then yea.. nothing happened.

Homeroom

Well we were walking up the Duvac stairs and i tripped on the wet floor sign. and i screamed and Brigida was like wtf?! LOL then we got inside, and Brigida was imitating Adele, and i tried videoing her but she hid, then we were laughing too hard again. And then yea…

MSN CONVERSATION WITH BRIGIDA

-               вяigidαα //.            (sn)____ says:
*OMG lets join a dating site :L:L:L:L:L:L

-               jeαnniiee //.           (sn)____                                                                   iLoveYouLara:D says:
*WHAT
*THE
*HELL
*YOU’LL ATTRACT PEDO
*’S

-               вяigidαα //.            (sn)____ says:
*lets do it jean! :L nahh coz im looking at a loveheart on the bottom of the screen and its ninemsn dating :L
*come on jean!
*and we’ll lie and put pics from catalogues on our dp’s..OMFG IT WILL BE HILARIOUS!

-               jeαnniiee //.           (sn)____                                                                   iLoveYouLara:D says:
*no brigida i have my guys okay :L they’re just waiting for me bahaha
*ROFLMFAO NO IT WON’T :L
*it’ll be so mean
*you’ll get the hopes up of someone

-               вяigidαα //.            (sn)____ says:
*but funny.
*stuff them for thinking the internet will solve important things like love
*im going to
*on oasis active BAHAHAHA:L coz its free

You’re so mean Brigida, but yes it was funny. LOL Then… im watching neighbours, and it’s heart breaking because Zeke thinks there’s something going on with Sunny and Ringo. LOL and yea.. that’s what happened today.. WAIT ONE MORE THING

maggie. says:
*during the course of 4 min 55 secs, 67 babies were born in the US
274 babies were born in China
395 babies in India
AND 694 000 SONGS WERE DOWNLOADED ILLEGALLY
WHCIH JEAN WOULD BE PART OF THAT 694000 SONGS

LOL sorry then.

Goodbye <3

Published in: on May 21, 2009 at 9:04 am  Leave a Comment  

I didn’t know quite what to say, sometimes words get in the way

HEY!

OMG it was pouring down all day with rain my gob it was awesome. I don’t remember much.. BUT!

OPTIONS: Roller Skating

Okay so after this thing for Sose, i ran down to my locker, and packed up my stuff and ran to the bus but then got soaking wet because Steph took ages closing her umbrella. The bus ride was soooo fun oh my god. Along the back, it was Brittany, Maddie McKenna, Calie (?), Lucy and Skiz. OMG it was crack up they were making vulgar jokes and it was so funny because they had come backs for everything omg my stomach was so sore from laughing. THen we got to ice skating and was a bit disappointed coz no other schools were there :( LOL unlike ice skating were heaps of schools go, a.k.a KENMORE STATE HIGH SCHOOL ;) . hey hey hahah LOL and other schools but i can’t remember their names. So we were skating and stuff and there was a lot of screaming because i couldn’t turn properly and was holding on to Bridie for dear life. Then it was time to go… and more vulgar jokes on the way back. Bridie was sitting next to me :D and we were listening to a lot of songs, helping her find a song that would match for her and Harry. Then i put on Beautiful soul and we sang it to Steph. I texted Steph lyrics from Beautiful soul and this is what it said

Am I crazy for wanting you? Baby do you think you could want me too?

Then Steph replied…

I wanna be faithful but I can’t keep my hands out the cookie jar

HAHA it was soo cute. THEN the teachers were like “Girls please contact your parents because we might be a little late going back to school, and the buses and trains are not running.” and everyone was like OMFG WTF?! and i was like uhm…coz i didn’t know what to say. Then we stopped at the shell service station near red bank plaza to drop Bridie and Steph off because they had no way of getting home. Then we were stuck in Ipswich because of the floods and stuff. When we got to Jindalee, we passed the golf course and it was absolutely flooded. Then we got back to school and the gates were closed so we couldn’t get out. But Ms. Senior came and unlocked the gate, as soon as the gate was unlocked, i ran to my brother school coz i was so worried about him haha. Then i found him in the office, so it was good. Then we were driving home and we were stuck at Indro traffic from 4-5, we weren’t moving at all, not even a millimetre. And i was in pain because i needed to pee really badly, lol and yea… it’s still raining.. and i’m still sick.. which sucks..

*Mt. Ommaney Shopping Centre- Centenary Seafood*

Okay so I wanted to get potato gems because Zeke cooked potato gems in Neighbours, lol and so we walked to Centenary Seafood, and this guy was serving my mum. My mum was like “Hi can i have a small cup of potato gems.” and the guy goes sure and starts putting some in a cup, i was looking down texting Maggie. Then I looked up and behind the guy serving my mum was my seafood baby BAHAHAA and then at the same time i look up, he turns around, and we look at each other for about 10 seconds, seriously, 10 seconds guys i’m not joking. Then i smiled and the moment was ruined because i felt my phone vibrating  and it was Maggie who texted me, LOL and yea.. ’twas magical BAHAHAHAHAHAH

Anyways i was talking to Madi a while ago, and omfg this is how the conversation went.

Madi: it happened

Jean: WHAT HAPPENED

Madi: *giggles*

Jean: OMFG TELL ME

Madi: u should noe

Jean: OMG HOW

Madi: it was kinda cute and to long

Jean: HOW TELL ME HOW

Madi: basically his like do you wanna go ut with me?
and i was like yes and smiled

Jean: NO TELL ME THE WHOLE THING

Madi: too long

Jean: PLEASE

Madi: he came up from behind me and someone was like micheal is here and i turned around and hugged him, then his like so and i was like its really cold and his like mmm, and then i was talking to everyone else and then his like Madi, do u wanna go out wiht me and iw as like yes and smiled and hugged him then his like when and thenhis like no this weekend, and i was like yea same and then i ws like next weekend and his like damn soo long then i smile and yea that was basically it

Jean: OMFG MADI
TBN2QE
JZ3
PO4JB
PI4J5
PJ M
PKN

Madi: CALM THE FUCK DOWN

Jean: SORRY IM SO happy for you
OH MY BLAHH MADI I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!! :D OMG OMG OMG AHHHH :L but yes i need to calm down. But aww that’s sooooo cute! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH and yea… bahahaha yay for Madi :D

Goodbye <3

Published in: on May 20, 2009 at 8:31 am  Leave a Comment  

Yeah you’re on my mind, and I can feel my heartbeat racing

OMG!

I am currently FREAKING out about science because it’s due tomorrow and i can’t relate anything to it. Anyways, i’m getting distracted, and i need the results but Brigida won’t give them to me, and Maggie isn’t online. and yea :(

Period 1: Science

I walked into the room, and none of the methanes were there, but then Chantel walked in and yea :D . Then then THEN! I told her about the party on Saturday and how there were hot guys and that she should’ve been there. She got mad at me because i didn’t go up to them and asked for their msn’s :L. I was telling her about what they were wearing; Skinny jeans, white business type shirt thingies, and a black vest, with the hair she loves. ;) Then we both start going AHHH just thinking about it. Then Brigida comes in! and was telling us about all the hot guys she saw at the city. Then Maggie walks in! and Chantel shows them a picture of her new lover. Then the bell went!

Period 2: Chemistry Demo

OMG LOL THIS WAS CRACK UP! Anyways i walked in with Brigida, and we saw that some of the scientists were guys, so typically, we ran and sat down :L. Then Brigida was like Damn i don’t have my glasses! Then i said okay i’ll check them out for you:L. Then i saw one. oh my blahh he was cute, his names Jeremy hahaha. Then Chantel and Maggie came, and Maggie said she has dibs on Jeremy because she hardly had any guys on her list. Then they started doing all these experiments. Meanwhile.. every now and then i would look at Jeremy, and Maggie caught me and was like “Jean stop staring!” LOL and then Chantel was like “Omg he just smiled, he’s so cute!” Then they did this experiment with this wheelie bin and made a big bang and we got scared.. well i did. Then they did it again. After that, Chantel was like “Omg he just laughed, it was cute!” And Maggie was like “Guys let’s go up to him and ask for his msn!” LOL but we didn’t. Then it was morning tea… nothing much happened.

Period 3: Religion

Well after morning tea i went down to Regis place with Chantel and Maggie so they could go get their books, then we realised we were in Tullow 2, so we had to walk all the way up. We got into the classroom and Brigida was there and she saved us computers! Thank you Brigida. Anyways we thought we were gonna do some researching until Ms. Hughe’s (?) comes in and starts talking all about these websites and stuff. I wasn’t really listening, well i was but.. zoning out? lol and then after the long as lecture which she said would take about 5 minutes, i went to sit over to Brigida and i helped her define HIV in Africa. So that was really good. Then i remembered her telling me about how her bag got caught on some guys belt and she showed us a cool as demonstration of what the guy looked like when she was pulling. LOL i should’ve videod it. Then the bell went

Period 4: Pastoral Care

OMG okay so we were walking, and i was talking to Brigida, then i was like “OMG we have Mrs. Wootten!” then i did this dance/action thing where my hand was in my hat and it looked like i was banging/tapping someone LOLOLOL and while doing that i was saying “We have mrs wootten!” Brigida pissed herself laughing. We got to the classroom and i was getting mad at Brigida because she wouldn’t move her desk over, so Chantel went to sit with her. Then the teacher came in and the rest of the lesson i forgot what happened, she’s that boring. Then it was lunch… i can’t remember what happened though. lol

Period 5 and 6: Double Enterprise

It was boring, nothing to write about

Homeroom

OMG homeroom was fun as :L Brigida and i were laughing so hard at something but i forgot… oh yea about Helaina LOLOL and then we got out and i saw Kathie going down the Duvac stairs so i called out to her but she ran away :( . Then i said goodbye to Brigida. I got to Holy Family and yea.. but Omg my brother was playing with a girl from his class called Annabelle. She is sooo cute omg they were so cute! AHH :L they were like one of those young baby couples and yea.. i should’ve taken a picture :L They were playing tag, and then my brother caught Annabelle and then he put his arm around her, i was like AWWWWWWWWWWWWW but yea.. then got home and now i’m still stressing about Science, but yea, oh well.

Reminiscing Brigida and Jean’s Conversation

Brigida was talking about Patrick and how she sees his sister everywhere at school so i was like that’s a sign! Then i acted like Patrick and this is how it went:

Jean: Hey Brigida, my name’s Patrick, heard you go to the same school as my sister, is she hot?

Brigida: *WTF FACE* BAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

As you can see i need speech therapy ’cause i have trouble with words LOL.

OMG did anyone watch neighbours?! OMG ZEKE AND SUNNY OMG OMG OMG AHH THEY WERE SO CUTE!!!

Zeke: You’re driving me crazy!

OHMYGOD ZEKE YOU’RE DRIVING ME CRAZY! And he drinks ice-tea, that’s so hot, and he cooked potato gems for Sunny, how friggin cute is that?! AHH i need to calm down, it’s just a t.v show…

Okay i’m gonna go because this is distracting me and i’m supposed to be doing Science as the draft is due tomorrow.

Goodbye!




Published in: on May 18, 2009 at 7:39 am  Comments (2)  
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